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written long ago, more meaningful and powerful now

i watched as little self
lay with Ms. Ery
night after night
i call to you
you do not come
out of misery’s bed
do you love her more than me?
can you leave her and come back to me?
true Self knows no such lover
 
 
february 2007

Wisdom is the eternal
Fountain of Light
That you discover within you
When you push aside
The Darkness of Fear

“i’m a Goddess” is a motto on the rise. i think its great for finding worth in being a woman and honoring one’s femininity.
but i met my first “Female Chauvinist”. and she likes to say it alot. She makes me think of the word blasphemy when she refers to herself as a divinity, that is, [...]

For years, this video has moved me deeply and has let me think about pain. what causes it? who causes it? is anyone to blame?
The Host Of Seraphim, by Dead Can Dance

i remember now.
what it was that i used to do.
what it is that i seek.
what it is i want to do.
i just forgot.
because pain [...]

do they take or do they give or do they take and give and give and give or do they take? do they serve kings themselves the smurfs the almighty ka-ching do they masturbate with world order WMDs is masturbating noble? claws? suckers? fangs? do they scare you? do they breed amongst themselves?
are they banging [...]

because i don’t know about it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist
because i cant comprehend vastness
doesn’t mean the Universe aint out there
how do i wrap my mind ’round the Universe?
i don’t. i let it in the top of my head through my feet
let it flow through me.
through prisms of liquid de
light. experiencing
the pluralism and pleasures of [...]